Friday, October 12, 2007

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Today I finished work at the Ice House, and the pressure is on to get out of Lunenburg and make my way to Surrettes Island where I will haul the boat and paint the bottom. I feel on the verge of crumbling under the pressure. Despite all the help I'm being showered with at the moment from many different friends, providing me with information, and books, and charts, and safety equipment, and the occasional tot, I still somehow feel quite alone. And yet, I'm not able to pin down why. All I know is that I feel overwhelmed on the organizational side of things and the decisions I must struggle with, and ultimately make on my own.